it"s not me and never will be...

X: So..Whats your story..

SOS: Nothing much actually..Can i get another vodka and gin please..

X: Well u look pathetic?

SOS: What do u mean?

X: You look and sound like a piece of shit...

SOS: Is there a problem man...

X: Why u gotta sound like you are secure piece of shit...

SOS: i am alright man, dont want any trouble .....

X: thats your problem, why r u so scared...

SOS: i aint pal, do i know you?

X: well, u do actually..i am who you always wanted to be....

SOS: what the fuck man, chill out..what do u want from me...

X: i want you to killyourself and end your miserable life..

SOS: i am cool with it man, go fuck yourself..

X: you always have your defense mechanism right, always on guard..

SOS: what...

X: why cant you just stand up, punch me and walk away...

SOS: i will if you go on...

X: why u gotta hide yourself ...what is it that you want ...

SOS: nothing, just leave man, i will have my drink and...

X: and fake on...doesnt it bother you?

SOS: what..

X: that you have been faking yourself through all your life, who are you playing?

SOS: you wanna take it outside...

X: not really,"cause i know that u dont have the guts anyways..

SOS: u r right..

X: you will never be me...

SOS: maybe, u were right, i will never be me ...

X: what a wasted potential...

SOS: what do i need to do im order to kill me and be me ...

X: i have no clue...

SOS: neither do i...

X: so what happens..u dont have much time left..

SOS: i am not sure what i want...

X: well, you gotta a find it...and execute it ..

SOS: i know i am good at finding it , not so good at applying..

X: you need to choose..dont act like u know what u doing and u r sure about it...

SOS: i cant happy..i do sometimes but it goes away....

X: why do u hate yourself so much...

SOS: stop, tell me about yourself..maybe i will find me..

X: i am the a man, who is wealthy enough to do what he wants, travels a lot,

meets new people, dont get stuck to people, in love, has kids, live where i want,

when i want...

SOS: is this really me...

X: i am not sure..i am not so happy about it...

SOS: so real me is not happy with his life either..

X: i guess not....

SOS: next rounds are on me...

X: go head....